This is not the first Christmas I kept in my secret heart and all by myself.
It probably won’t be the last.
But it is the only one like this due to Covid 19 and the fear that I may die before the month is over.
I must accept whatever comes. And I have no regrets about how I’ve lived my life. Even the bad parts, the sad parts, the pain… are all a part of the song as a whole, and no one ever was able to take back a single note once it has been sung.